Ok so pretty much everything I wrote about in my last post didn't end up happening, at all... Haha! Literally at the 11th-hour, I got a text from my friends letting me know that my ex was no longer going to Big Bear for the weekend and for me to get my butt up and ready to go, because they were leaving in 2 hours. Normally I wouldn't be so 'spur-of-the-moment', but I REALLY wanted to go. So yes, believe it or not, I made it happen, (somehow). Yeah ok, I kind of feel bad for not volunteering that weekend like I had originally planned... But I can do that any weekend of the year, whereas Oktoberfest in Big Bear is only ONCE a year. So that was my logic. Super glad I went... Had a total blast. Can't wait until next year!
So school is really starting to get old... I am sick of homework and studying for tests; ( I literally feel like I have a test every week!). But on the bright side I just realized the other day that I technically only have like 2 months left before the semester is over. Hurray! There is just so much I want to do instead of school... Like plan weekend trips up to the mountains, ride my bike in the park with Schizo, go to the zoo, paint, whatever comes to mind in the moment. But instead each day I am thinking about how little time I have after work to study and still get a decent amount of sleep, while still trying to have a social life. Why do I make things seem so stressful when really, it's not all that bad? I'm such a puss...
To be honest, school really wasn't supposed to be all that big of a deal this semester... But then I started buying a house, and I met a boy that I like, (yeah... I know.) I promised to stay totally single for at least one year. But when someone amazing comes around, what are you supposed to do? Rules are meant to be broken anyway. So yeah the buying a house part has been keeping me really busy and is a stressful thing to handle, (especially before closing!); but now that I closed on the house it's really not so bad anymore. Can't wait to move in and have a backyard again! Sick and tired of Schizo pissing all over the place in my condo... What does he think he is, a dog?
Anyway... It is Tuesday... Time to get back to work.
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